.Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 10:01 PM Y
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Finally i came to text, after been ask by my friend. Haha ! Today i realises that my friends are the best always there when i needed them, Thx Gurls thx lots ! Wad u're have said like "hmm,if you have problems,you can just voice it out ! you know,you can;t just keep evrythg to urself n bottled urself up.what are friends for?you can confide in us,and we r here to help." This really touches me , i cried as i realise how precious ur are. Recently lots of things to take care of, sch work , personal matters, it really makes me very stress. I AM NOW EMOTIONAL AND PHISiCALLY worn out, just the started of the year and i have already snap out TWICE how scary is that. TEST TEST TEST every wk there seems to be a TEST, seeing my best subject scored that low it really make me depress, being with the best class to study chinese really gave me lots of pressure. Haix need work hard to reach the standard first ans to catch up with it, strting year the pace is already that fast it really worn me out that quickly. HAIX so troubled! I wondered whether the time when i was in class laughing and playing is it the true me? or a fake one . Work really added on to my burden tml tml i swear would be the last time i can't take it anymore. I really need a break hope to get sick soon i dun like to lie so cannot fake. How werid am i, i seems that i am really being pushed to the edge, this first time i hope that i would get sick soon but lucky i am already not feeling that well so i think it would be just a matter f thime i will break down, haha. How i hope for that. Oh ya ! almost forget i did something like a volunteer work, FLAG DAY, hmm it was ok, but i dun like to ask ppl donate but that day no choice have too so embrassing and i need to smile too, smile until face pain haha, then need ask for them whether they will like to donate a not and then ask until throat dry, but nvm all was to be done in the name of charity and i won't regret it. Lastly i would really really like to thx JIA AND XUAN, thx for being there always! MY PRECIOUS FRIEND!!!
