.Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 12:52 AM Y
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Am I one? the one who is a sad case?
i think so ba ~ till now then i really understand thought everyone behave like i am really easy to talk with , in fact i am being left out ....
Probably think i am very poor thing ba ... Seeing that no one wants to really befren me usin me as a tool might be actually wad they wanted...
But maybe i think too much liao... However the theory that i had just can't make me forsake this thinking...
I just realise it was always me who was doin the askin ppl out ...
Ppl hardly ask me ... ( or maybe cos i was always not free )
this really make me feel left out ...
Left out a feelin. I bet most of them would nvr understand...
Such negative feelin no one would ever like it...
Admit it we are all human , we all life in group no one is solitary... no one ... no one like it ....
Such negative feelin overflow me . To the extent of floodin...
YYY , i dun understand y that person must make changes in me to make me actually get use to grp life. it is too painful to actually go back to solitary loner life...
Who? who can i trust now...
I am really sorry ...
Maybe i am just lack of confident
Or maybe i can't trust ppl easily
Or i am a worrywart ...
Who noes for now i felt this way...
The empty feelin in my heart...
The hollowness. The depth of a neverendin hole...
Who can help me...
Pls......
Or maybe it is really true ppl forgetting me ... Talk to xxx just make me know really it is true
they simply forget mi and not even bother to ask mi...
i now then realise it was mi who was always doin the askin not others comin to ask mi...
Am i really that unpopular...
Damn it ... It sure infact is a very sad case, for i am i sure ....
The one being forgotten maybe they might not really be truthful anyway...
I really upset, feel like cryin le...
Y so unfair i jsu dun understand...
Once promote i shld maybe just protect myself and not befriend others so easily...
SAD CASE EH ~
HAHA ( ironical )
