Life really seems to be really unfair... I really dun understand... I havin such hard time talk to xxx nowsadays i really dun understand too, i dun wan listen to xxx voice cos i felt really irritated and wadever he say make me really irritated... I feel like smackin everything on his face but i can't, due to his temper and also the "great" word RESPECT!!! WTF lol!
I can only say becos the world is round...
It is really drivin mi nuts all these days make my mental really tired, if this goes on wad would really happen? mi goin depress? or goin to be ah lian? dunno but i juz have to continue walkin my path and see wad the outcome...
Nowsaday my mood is unpredictable, soon i goin bongus lol... i really tired but i have no where to rest... i think maybe i suffer from slight depression and due to my lack of self estem and confident it make mi unable to get out of it... plus recent there is alot of shockin things for mi to take in and i really can balance it out... i am thinkin i am slowin havin a break down i can't stop it... i am only stopin for a moment and wait to fall in more deeper, the pit i have dug and fall in all by myself. All due to my incapablity of balancin things out... i dunno i really feel like cryin now as i am typing...
SOMEONE, ANYONE !!! PLS HELP MI!!!
i am really weak in my heart now i dunno wad to do already, my mental is really drain out and soon physically i will be too... but even though knowin all these, mi myself juz can help myself anymore... escapin is not my choice now as i slowly get to noe escapin = build the things all up. Hence now creatin a big pit that i am unable to fill it up anymore. It ain't easy for myself now. But i really dunno how... really .... help mi pls...
but then as i click to view post i really think it is impossible as i bet no one will read this... i am really hopeless am i

BAORU
CHARLOTTE
JIAQUN
MEIXUAN